Past experience..

I no longer see the same way I used to… I was really bad to you, in the past.  and I sincerely appologize…I never seek to put you down like I have bk when I was caught up in my ego. My goal is not tarnish your reputation in the least… It took me to long to respect your wishes and realize I was at fault for the outcome of what happened.. I know this now, and understand your hesitation in believing I’ve changed..however, In my present state if being… My happiness and peace of mind has nothing to do with my issues and past actions, they used to hold alot of importance..well, atleast to my ego, you see?… for too long I was a passenger to my emotions, blindly letting my overwhelming sense of passion orient my direction.  No matter how YOU may feel about the past or Which way YOU choose to cope with it a past Wich by the way cannot be changed… I have chose tobaccepted that I was too blame and have moved on.. I no longer let it affect my state of being for today..  it is not who I chose to be… i only hope one day you’ll be able to do the same,
Love, the man who was so wrong.